Thursday, June 17, 2010

?

yea
finally im letting you go once again
the feeling same as last time
its hurt
but why do i have this kinda of feeling
i should happy what
am myself ask you to go
but why i feel upset?
after letting you go only realize that i mm seh dak you=..=
and yet once again you in a relationship with him
i think just now i was too angry and bad temper
so i said those word
but now to retrieve already too late
why you so fool for asking me those question when im angry
after lost you only know that i cant even without you
i miss you now

what more can i do
you are leaving from me
im loving you silently izzit still no enough?
what else can i do you only will come back?
i know you already got no patient to wait for me
you are thinking to leave me
and i finally said it
actually i love you but i never seriously to tell you before
maybe is my fault
act like dont even care bout you
but you are always in my heart
dont ask me why
maybe its the way i love
i not want you to forgive me
i dont want to see you so tired and suffering
im not begging you to come back
just hope that you will be happy after this

you will ask me
izzit i dont love you at all
what i can say is
when the moment you talk nicely i really like
when i heard the sound that you just woke up i like
when the moment you talk sweet word i like
when you do many thing for me i like
but then
when you talk rude i dislike
when you talk not nicely i dislike
when you hang out so till so late i dislike
when you lie me and break the promise i dislike

because of you
many of them hate me and boycott me
i got no friends anymore
but i believe you will always stand by my side
others people how to think i dont care
when they all support him i really feel down and disappointed
am i only that tiny and not essential for them?
izzit all my fault?
but now you are leaving me
i left out myself to facing all the problem
i got nothing from now on
im alone!

because of you i came and wrote my blog
a couple month i dont even touch
but because of you i did
hope after you read this you will understand me
and also a very very sorry ever for you
sorry for everything that i did for you
SORRY LYY

18.06.2010

what a coincidence
is YOUR birthday today
happy birthday to you btw
wish you happy always if you saw this c: