THE END !

erm...
what to write first...
a very memorable days for me...
i had broke up with HER again...
why again???
cause we had broke up once before...
from 6th february untill 17th september...
its not a short period...
7 month!!!
many things happened in this 7 month!!!
from she very love me
untill love me
untill hate me
untill hurt me
untill love me back
and untill broke up with me...
dont know how to mention my feelings now~
sigh~
complicated!!!
our last conversation :
she : dear.
me : what arr dear?
she: something to tell you.
me : what?
she : err..duno how to say
me : just say
she : 我们分开吧~
me : reason?
she : XXXXXXXXXX
me : XXXXXXXXXX!
she : XXXXXXXXXX
me : XXXXXXXXXX
a few message ago...
the last message she sent me :
goodbye my beloved~
cry?
what i suppose to do now???
and something really miracle happens on me!!!
a few days ago...
i had played a FACEBOOK quiz...
and the stupid quiz was damn acurrate!!!
it really realize!!!
the fucking bullshit quiz :

Mystic Meg's prediction for Scott:"Scott, I bring you BAD news. Great danger will come to you on a Friday."

the great danger was this!!!
and today 18th was friday!!!
OMG!!!
phew~
just want to says...
thanks for bringing lots of happiness for me on the previous date~
dont know whether you will read it or not...
just...
remeber the last thing i told you!!!
X XXXX XXXX XXX XXX!
XD
take good care of yourself~

lastly...
a song's for you

谢谢 - 潘玮柏

OMG !

watch this ! guess girls or boys???
SHE is my previous schoolmate ...
damn her changed alotsss!
since 2-3 yeras ago she ady like this kinda of style~
but now really so damn cool !!!
i like her style !!!
you guys will see me like this in the up coming month !!!
ngek ~

me~=..=

what a big different !!!

090909~

wee~
a nice date 09/09/09
but is it really nice for me???
nothings special la ...
do revision for whole days ...
and chit chat with freinds ...
another things was that again ...
haiz ...
i really dont like that feelings !
uncomfortable !
stop that la !
dont think too much ...
a nice date should have a nice mood ...
be happy then ...
im so happy now =..=
phew~
doing well preparation for next coming exam subject ...
hope can score well too ...
dont like last paper again ...
err ...
good luck for me and all of you la ...
ends ~
bye 090909 !
i'd really miss you 010101 !

MOOD+Y

im really so freaking extremely bad in mood today !
argh !
first and foremost was my exam !
what the hell am i doing in the 2 hours inside the exam hall ???
shit !
really shit !
i think im going to resit for this subject !
stupid asshxle !
afterward was my emotional problem !
im an emo-mental person !
suddenly happy but turn a face can be so moody !
what happen to you !
i dont wanna become like last time again !
i not purposely to do that !
but i really cant control myself !
suppose to said what happen to me !
i not purposely to disturb you !
but !
if i can stop thinking of you then i wont disturb you !
but i cant !
really sorry cause of i angry on you !
but everytime also like that !
after the thing happens only know to regret !
i know its too late !
so what can i do now is
apologize to you !
please forgive me !
maybe i should use another ways to concern you !
next time will be better !
trust me !
sorry DEAR !

Baa Baa Black Sheep ! XD

Baa Baa Black Sheep
Have you any wools
yes sir, yes sir, 3 bags full
1 for my master
and 1 for my dame
and 1 for the little boy
who lives down the lane

XD

endless

a true LOVE
are HARD to find
HARDER to leave
and IMPOSSIBLE
to FORGET

but why me?

air im.

car accident
die liao also no people know
how pity am i

18th?

long time didnt updated my blog...
just realize that this year has passed so fast...
as i said...
yesterday already is my 18th birthday...
[3.7.09]
half of 2009 had gone...
but what i've done???
started my college for 5 weeks ago...
not much can said...
my schoolmate really so innocent make me feel so funny and realx^^

my 18th birthday really suck!!!
yesterday is the first time i celebrate my birthday at 12.00am sharp!!!
when i hide inside a dark room for doing something secretly and start blaming my housemate for not celebrating my brithday...
at the moment...
i saw an orange light reflected on the door...
when i walk out from the room...
gosh...
it's birthday cake!!!
damn touching lo...
i thought them wont celebrating with me tim de...
then they sang a birthday song for me...
feeling like wanna cry out at the time...
thanks all of you:
JinRong(same room with me)
JuiQIng
MeiHwei
Yvvone
SeeYing
thanks for not sleeping to celebrating with me(friday got school)
thanks for my precious housemate!!!

thanks for the BURGER called me to wish me happy birthday...
and ask few of her friends to wish me too^^
thanks for your present and a slice of cake too...

thanks for those who sms your birthday wish to me too!!!
WaiKit(first person sms me)
XiaoChien(new lenglui classmate)
Chloe(my real life jiejie)
MingHui
Amy
RongYi
Jason
WeiNee
KokHing
ChorHeng(first new classmate)
YeeRIng(new lenglui classmte too)
Kelvin(new classmate)
Yihao
CJ(funny her)

and also thanks for the friendster and facebook birthday wishes!!!
thanks for ZiXuan posted a article of my birthday at her blog(http://juzxuan.blogspot.com)
really thanks!!!
appreciate much much!!!

whose i never mention???
haha...
my dearest dear...
fall as sleep when my birthday...
but lucky at the morning got message me...
at least she remember...
thanks for not celebrating with me for some reason when i come back...
thanks for not received your present yet...
no why...
just because i really love her so much...

finished of my story...
thanks for reading^^

i'm 18th!!!
happy birthday to me!!!

dont go away dear~

Dont go away - BY2

你还是走了 我有点不舍
该说点什么
我不是哭了 是阳光折射
眼睛也 红了颜色
不懂 为什么快乐 像冰淇淋 口中
溶化得 特别 冲动
不懂 为什么树叶 染红的时候
就到要分手
Don't, don't go away
我还舍不得 你不要走
从来不曾一个人 生活
有人分享才值得 拥有
我还在听着 你写过的歌
留言在部落格
成长的选择 没有过预设
像苹果 一样青涩
能不能够 让时间回头
So don't, don't go away

...

many road accident recently
fortunately that nobody injured

you scared to be alone?
do you ever think from my situation?
do you think i like to be alone?
i dont know what for you treat me like a shit
this 2 weeks i already trying my best to retrieve you
but it doesnt work
yea
my fault
im not good enough
nothing can i give you
you said i never treat you as my gf
but you?
you just treat me worst than a stranger
even a stranger are better than me
but i told myself to giving you some time
i believe one day you will treat me good
but what i get is disappointed,disappointed and disappointed
hurt and hurt and hurt
you just know to said
leave me
forget me
away from me
dont love me
every time you tell me this
and i will said
i wont
i wont
i wont
and i wont
im not giving you up
and also wont give up on you
unless you tell me you dont LOVE me anymore
i dont know what more can i do now
really suffer
but no matter what
im still love you so much
if apologize can retrieve back your love your caring
im so willing to tell you
SORRY
i wont force you anymore
i will respect your choice
i cant ensure how long can i love you
cause maybe i will die because of accident on the next day
or maybe swine flu
but i can promise if the day i still alive
i will love till the end of my life
all of this are coming from my heart
maybe you will feel lame and disgusting
you said you wont leave me
you said you want to count down with me on the next year
i really hope that will come true
really really hope
but its okay if you choose to leave at the end



i love you tan lin yi

new version^^

[S]erene
[C]heerful
[O]verpowering
[T]idy
[T]ough

VS

[L]ikable
[I]maginative
[N]atural
[Y]earning
[I]dealist

for you~

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她,

如果你喜欢 ，请你多宠她,

如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的 音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样 能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有谁对谁错,爱情里更 没有你比我多，我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加 弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默 宣战，

不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都 讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候 你的眼睛起 雾，她的眼角泛著泪光。

越是安静战火就越专一，着是冷战也 彼此的伤害

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存 ，抹不去的。

Masterpiece 2~

a crush like this~

Did you know

Before you go to sleep at night

there is one person thinking of you
he want to kiss you
he want to be with you
he are always thinking about you before he go to sleep at night

he are longing to be with you
he LOVE you by his heart
his LOVE for you is unlimited
but he is a loser
nobody will know how his feel
even you

Masterpiece~

this one for you♥~

me~

why am i so

[S]tingy
[C]oward
[O]bdurate
[T]urd
[T]antalizing

i know i should'nt
but you make me wanna
XIAO QI GUI HE QI SHUI~=..=

My Dear~

Dear~
you're so

[L]ovely
[I]nnocent
[N]aive
[Y]ummy
and
[I]rreplaceable

<3

...

listen~

OMG~

whats going on???

suddenly
everything changed suddenly
shocked
disappointed
upset
cry
dead
bye

chinese NIU year~

today went to Haagen-Dazs for eating HOT POT with my cousin...
we had order a set of chocolate fondue and a small banana boat~
guess what...
we had paid for RM100 something just for this two items=..=
wow~
afterward we went to TIAN HOU GONG for eating LOK LOK as our dinner...
then at night i went to my friend house for gambling=..=
till 3 something~
when we ready to leave...
an accident happened...
a savage accident...
bleeding!!!
screaming!!!
crying!!!
OMG!!!
kidding^^
not that serious actually...
by the way...
i miss you
haha~

oh~

im a newbie~
actually i creating this blogger for nothing...
just because of some reason make me decided to sign up~
wee~
nothing much can say...
persuade you guys~
dont gamble=..=
although now are chinese new year...
but who said that during chinese new year must gambling arr???
why dont you guys gambling during normal days or others festival???
why must during chinese new year???
weird=..=
wei...
you
you arr
you lo
ya
you la
miss you lots
i care you
you're so important for me!!!