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waaa
half year never update me blog
dunno y suddenly feels like wanna write something here
but i think nobody will came and read anymore
haha

an hour ago
dunno wat wind blow to me
suddenly feel like wanna read ur blog
but look fo ur blog so long
search here search there oso couldnt find ur blog
and think till my head burst oso couldnt rmb ur blogger lnikie
when the time i wanna give up
DING*
accidently i found it
lols
then i click inside and read you post
wosh
actually is after i read ur post made me gotta feeling to write tis=..=
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

well
lets talk about ur latest post
erm
TIME TO PUT DOWN?
i think u should
to fall in love wit u again i think it is really impossible gua
yea
ur right
in front of u just a nice guy waiting for u
wait for wat?
just run to him and give him a big hugiesss
and the video just delete it la
as u said
1 year ady,we just end up like tis
everything changed

and the second latest post
WILL YOU?
yes
i promised u i will wait u
but i didnt
but do u actually know the reason?
forget about it la
hard to express here
lols
yea
tat day the missed call i really press wrong
i dunno it will make u feel disappointed
and
if u apologize to me on the next day we break
i can tell u
sure i will go bak to u
but u didnt
lalala
let it be

next
is an october post
those not important thing i skip la
so many la wei
and read for so long finally my story come
haha
talking bout the sweet thing i tat had wrote in my previous post
blah blah blah
jiang jiang!
now
sad thing
erm
tat day is last day i stay in sly cuz of next day i gonna go to kampar for study
yuhoo
so tat nite i kissed her!
dun wanna miss a chance ma
after tonite dunno when oni got chance to kiss kiss=..=
stop about the flirt flirt thing la
but during we kissing ur phone oso rang
but u never wrote it down=..=
the number u said dunno who
but!
break my golden opportunity!
suan le ba
afterward my phone rang
omg
YAYA sms me during tat time
and the msg just talk about sum kidding word lo
u dun even give me a chance to explain
den angry
dun bother me at all
wat the
den many bad thing happen on us
yeah
clap clap*
and then arr
neh
u admit ady ma
tat HIM suddenly jump out
according tat wat u wrote lo
lazy to say anymore la
and dunno whether u guys had received a msg from msn or not la
is talking about wat real fren do wat fake fren do
changed to wat real bf do and wat fake bf do la
im the real bf lo
ur license kena banned
wat i told u is
neh,u no dirve carefully lo
see now kena tangkap lo
den how
retake license lo
wat to do?
those word i know not u wan from me
but it is true wat
i scold u doesnt mean to hurt u
i wan u to know the wat wat la
dunno how to say la
early in the morning now
almost 7 and i never sleep at all
so blur arr
and wat he tell u
nvm la,i can fetch u ma
its sweet but wat?
so fake!
hes not really care bout u
just kidding in fornt
like a clown
and la
bday la
u oso say la
i lazy to say oso
u know i know la
and wat about my bday?
i ady told u i coming on tat day
and wat u did is
hang out to dinner wit HIM
wosh
when i call u u still can act like nth
i noe u purposely to do tat
u wan to tell me tat u had choose him not me
but i still lie on myself
im fool enuf lo wei
suan la
and
ya lo wei
mana my bday present?
not yet buy la for sure
half year plus ady lo
u said buy buy buy but buy pergi mana leh???
hahahahhaaaa
u said i calling others honey wat wat
u ler?
tis post u write on oct 3rd
but i just found some comment tat u post at HIS photo
its oct 6th
so flirt wat
talking about wat i oso lazy to say la
haha
and la
u said u sms me everyday la
but got i day hor
u is talking about HIM geh wor
i so dulan lo
i talk bad bout HIM u help HIM to stun me bak wor
pandai liao lo
and few more days to go la
u sms me many thing lo
i forgot ady la
got 1 msg u ask we really no chance ady?
at the moment i think bak how the way u treat me la
how u help HIM to stun me la
then i straight away say TAK NAK to u lo
haha

at last u say wat u deserve la
u cry la
ya lo
u know then good lo
know wat is hurt leh
but hor
u oso got say about HIM again wor
wat sayang bak la
wat wat wat la
u know i know la

and lastly i oso nth to write liao wor
yeah
can sleep lo

THE END !

erm...
what to write first...
a very memorable days for me...
i had broke up with HER again...
why again???
cause we had broke up once before...
from 6th february untill 17th september...
its not a short period...
7 month!!!
many things happened in this 7 month!!!
from she very love me
untill love me
untill hate me
untill hurt me
untill love me back
and untill broke up with me...
dont know how to mention my feelings now~
sigh~
complicated!!!
our last conversation :
she : dear.
me : what arr dear?
she: something to tell you.
me : what?
she : err..duno how to say
me : just say
she : 我们分开吧~
me : reason?
she : XXXXXXXXXX
me : XXXXXXXXXX!
she : XXXXXXXXXX
me : XXXXXXXXXX
a few message ago...
the last message she sent me :
goodbye my beloved~
cry?
what i suppose to do now???
and something really miracle happens on me!!!
a few days ago...
i had played a FACEBOOK quiz...
and the stupid quiz was damn acurrate!!!
it really realize!!!
the fucking bullshit quiz :

Mystic Meg's prediction for Scott:"Scott, I bring you BAD news. Great danger will come to you on a Friday."

the great danger was this!!!
and today 18th was friday!!!
OMG!!!
phew~
just want to says...
thanks for bringing lots of happiness for me on the previous date~
dont know whether you will read it or not...
just...
remeber the last thing i told you!!!
X XXXX XXXX XXX XXX!
XD
take good care of yourself~

lastly...
a song's for you

谢谢 - 潘玮柏

OMG !

watch this ! guess girls or boys???
SHE is my previous schoolmate ...
damn her changed alotsss!
since 2-3 yeras ago she ady like this kinda of style~
but now really so damn cool !!!
i like her style !!!
you guys will see me like this in the up coming month !!!
ngek ~

me~=..=

what a big different !!!

090909~

wee~
a nice date 09/09/09
but is it really nice for me???
nothings special la ...
do revision for whole days ...
and chit chat with freinds ...
another things was that again ...
haiz ...
i really dont like that feelings !
uncomfortable !
stop that la !
dont think too much ...
a nice date should have a nice mood ...
be happy then ...
im so happy now =..=
phew~
doing well preparation for next coming exam subject ...
hope can score well too ...
dont like last paper again ...
err ...
good luck for me and all of you la ...
ends ~
bye 090909 !
i'd really miss you 010101 !

MOOD+Y

im really so freaking extremely bad in mood today !
argh !
first and foremost was my exam !
what the hell am i doing in the 2 hours inside the exam hall ???
shit !
really shit !
i think im going to resit for this subject !
stupid asshxle !
afterward was my emotional problem !
im an emo-mental person !
suddenly happy but turn a face can be so moody !
what happen to you !
i dont wanna become like last time again !
i not purposely to do that !
but i really cant control myself !
suppose to said what happen to me !
i not purposely to disturb you !
but !
if i can stop thinking of you then i wont disturb you !
but i cant !
really sorry cause of i angry on you !
but everytime also like that !
after the thing happens only know to regret !
i know its too late !
so what can i do now is
apologize to you !
please forgive me !
maybe i should use another ways to concern you !
next time will be better !
trust me !
sorry DEAR !

Baa Baa Black Sheep ! XD

Baa Baa Black Sheep
Have you any wools
yes sir, yes sir, 3 bags full
1 for my master
and 1 for my dame
and 1 for the little boy
who lives down the lane

XD

endless

a true LOVE
are HARD to find
HARDER to leave
and IMPOSSIBLE
to FORGET

but why me?